I still don't get it

A year ago, I convinced my parents to get me to homeschooling. The reason is "I need time". The reason sounds simple but it isn't. I told my damn parents that I want to study more subjects and books that aren't taught in my stupid school, that's why I need more time. They didn't understand what I said simply because they don't value time and the importance of this 'something' called SCIENCE. They just think that as long as I'm going to school and doing my job, I'm getting smarter.

I know, some of you would think the same.
Like, why would this girl want to study other books? That's why we have school to study subjects, enough is enough.
I want to be a doctor you uncle fucking idiot.
why is she hurrying? She's only in high school, there's time for everything.
I want to be a DOCTOR, I'm in 3rd year high school (that time) and still have a 5th grade knowledge about Geology, Biology, Chemistry and Physics. I haven't studied other subjects related to Biology. Now, can you tell me how good will my future be if I'm still stuck with zero knowledge? Holy moly.
why won't she just appreciate her school and get the most out of it? 
First, I'm doing my best in my school so I can go to a good university. So yeah, I making the most out of it. I don't appreciate my school because it is not Science oriented and the curriculum sucks (which i'll elaborate later in this post).
why would this girl go homeschooling just to study books? Can't see why you can't add it to your daily routine.
My teachers kept us busy with not so important activities which make me unable to do them. Weekdays, I wake up 5 am (or earlier than 5 to cram), prepare myself and get to school. I go home, for like, 5 pm and do my  100 list of assignments, from the time 'I got home' (5 pm) to the time when 'everybody's sleeping' (10 or 11 pm), which consumes my suppose-to-be-having-rest time. Weekends-school projects, crying and hating my life, rest/entertainment time and yes, that's when I have my time for studying other books which is less than like fucking 5 hours.
you're a superhero, you should be able to do this.
i'm broke and i don't have a fucking suit on!

I admit I have my fault as well. I should have studied earlier, I should have done those on vacation days and I should have get myself into a Science-oriented School. I didn't study earlier and on vacation days because, those times, I was enjoying my teen life. Like what other 99% teens do. I wasn't able to get myself into a Science-oriented School because I suck in Science. All these happen because I wasn't focused to my studies back then, and that's past, we can never change it. Now, I made a huggeeeeee mistake and I want to fix it. I would rather find ways to fix that than to wait for the perfect time. Fortune won't just come on my door knocking, if I don't act now.

"Success doesn't come to you... you go get it."